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Getting used to word "lost" lately, first my heart, second my car key, now my laptop, real disaster was happening in my life! Today was a raining day. I met her today, but she treated me like a stranger, we don't talk to each other. But weird thing was she can smiled and greeted with my friend, just not me... My friends getting involved in my personal problem in the first place, and tried to decide for me what should I do, but in the end she begged me not to dragged my friends in this issue, I felt the pain and suffer at that moment... How foolish I am! She can settled the problem with my friends, but not me... It was like a black humour that happened in my life. She don't even bother to care about our problem compared to her problem with friends she just knew, I felt like a real fool! Maybe in her heart I was just a fool, two years was nothing compared to the friends she knew for few weeks, My heart was like a messed, more works is coming to me, just wanted to focus on my works. Now I wished so bad to graduate as soon as possible, and stay away from all this shit! Wished God can get me out from here now!