Monday, March 9, 2009

Family Day

Too much issue happened lately, I decided to went back my hometown to have a break. I know I won't have time to go back anymore in the next few months. I saw my brother, I shouted out his name and laughed to him. "You are getting smaller!" I said. He laughed... I passed him the T-shirt I bought to him, this time he smiled. Every time I went back, I shared my knowledge with him, this time I told him the story of "Why thumbnail is the best?". He smiled again... I want to shared everything I know with him, if I gone one day, he still can use what I taught him to live his life. I told my mom everything that happened while I out there, of course I told her all the good news. I know I can't tell her my right eye was bleed, I can't tell her I got a lot of works and stressed. I don't want her to worried about me, I decided to kept the secret... After that, I walked out from my house, looked at the blue sky and lighted my first cigarette. The smoke tell the story... She knew I stressed, "Don't smoke too much...", she didn't said much. I turned my head and smiled. I took a bath and went out again, it been a long time since last time I visited her. Since my grandfather passed away, she lost a old partner to talk, to share, to laugh... She happy to see me, kept touching all over my face, I smiled. I asked her again, "You should stay with us, so you won't be alone." She declined, and I didn't ask anymore... She was so used to this place, lot of memories was here before, I know... It just too difficult to leave it behind, I will do the same too. I took my family to dinner... Shopping before I go back, so I can spent more time with them. My father is about to retire... No! He was supposed to retire by now. But he still worked for the sake of my education. My mom was supposed to enjoyed life now, but she still need to take care the family so I can focus on my study. My brother was about to graduate, he will go to college soon. And for me, I have to make sure everything is fine, I want my parents to enjoyed their life, I will make sure my brother have a good education. Time passed by, I have to go again... Go back to my works and problems.

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