MuteChannel

Voice Within Muteness

Too many possibilities in our life sometime, we can't never expect what will occur in the future. But when the time it was happened, everything was too late... But in my career, I able to predict the good and bad possibilities before execute it, so I can choose the best possibility, or leave the worse possibility before it was happened. But in something that involved emotion, I have seem to lost the logic and analysis skill that I so proud of...

This time, I do predicted the bad possibility that might happened. For the worse case, I might even get myself hurt badly in the end... Yet, I still kept searching and wishing for the best possibility, hope it will end up happily like another Cinderella story.

How foolish and stupid I am... tried to pretending that the bad possibility was never going to happen! Sometime I even laughing at myself...

Farewell seem to be so familiar to me... Someone used to done the same to me. It felt just like thousand of needles are stabbing toward my heart, and I don't like the way it felt...I believed no one will like it... But what can i do? try to pretend I don't feel the sadness... Or pretending to laugh like I'm happy... Don't wanted it to happened again, that feeling and situation... Just not going to happened on me again... So There will never be "goodbye" from me...