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My February 14Th

Valentine's Day... It had been almost three years since last time I celebrated Valentine's Day... Almost forgot the existence of Valentine's Day.

It Had been a long time... Since last time I bought roses. Tonight, I gave roses to someone I really care during the dinner. Usually I don't believe in what roses defined, somehow I do believe today... Just for today. Maybe roses told the words that I couldn't tell through my mouth. How pathetic I am...

After a simple dinner, I brought "she" went to a park... Just wanted to looking for a place that we can talk intimately. We talked about everything: past, present, future, me and her. During the conversation, I kept staring at the clock needle, wish so bad the time was never exist. Too bad... I know I was lying to myself, time was passed by so fast. I had to took the last glimpse of her face and send her home.

After I sent her back, watching her back that is so familiar to me and slowly leave me behind. No matter how, I'm glad she is the one that spent time with me in this Valentine's Day, and not someone else. Don't want anyone replace her in this February 14Th, and any others February 14Th... hated God when he doing this to me... Damn God!

We had been through so many in these two and half years.
Joy...
Falling...
Sharing...
Laughter...
Sadness...
Happiness...
Warming...
Separation...
And get together again...
So many memories behind an ordinary story, it was definitely more than ordinary love... For that reason, she was someone I want to be with in my life journey. But somehow everything seem to be so further away from me...